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I've been making since I was a small child. Even with the mask I was difficult to be around until after I turned 25. I didn't have enough life skills to stop my own meltdowns until then. I've worn a mask so long that I'm not sure what I really am without it. It's the shield between me and the world. The way I hide childhood trauma. The way I hide organized religion trauma. Sometimes I wonder what that child would think of she could see what we've done on the other side of su

I drove my mother up to Ruidoso for her to preach for a church up there, and it was gusty winds all the way there and back again. We got to drive through a blizzard of sand. It's as bad as snow, but the roads aren't slippery. I killed at least 4 tumbleweeds on our journey. They are not innocent! They attack people! I know you've seen that movie. It's actually a documentary. My mother's sermon was about Ezekiel and the valley of bones, and she related that situation to the dry

It has been a while since I wrote anything. Life gets busy, I got lazy, and just felt like I had nothing to say. I've lost 125 pound from 9/24 until now and I wanted to talk a little bit about what looking so differently in the mirror can feel like. I have no idea who that person is. I wear size 10/12 clothes now and I have no idea when I was last that size... Maybe never. I've been fat since childhood and I never thought I'd not be fat. Our society tells us that we need to b

I have written a blog before, but lacked the discipline to write more than a few times. I also did not feel like I had any particular...